Sad And Happy At The Same Time...

Just after a few minute i wake up from my good night sleep, my parents walked into my room with a wide smile in their face...

i was very curious and asked them the reason why they are very happy...

i was very shocked when my parents told me that they want me to change my school, they said that there is a better school for me somewhere else which i do not know the place...

they were asking for my trial exam result for them to attach with the request form to request for another school that my parents think that suit me best....

i don't want them to be sad, so i just agreed with them, but at the same time, i also feel sad to leave my school if my request is approved...

the only way not to change school is to get bad result, if my result is bad, my request will not be accepted and i will not have to change my school...

but how am i gonna get bad result???

the only way now is just to see the teacher and ask them to deduct my mark so that my result will be bad....

haizz....

what a hard decision i had to make, if i ask the teacher to give me bad result, i will disappoint my parents, but if i get good result and my request is approved, i will be very sad because i might not able to see the school again and more important, the people in that school....

why i had to make so much decision in my life????

why cant i just live a happy and relaxing life without having so much hard time???????