Childish~

today go to school as usual...boring....

whole day at school just listen to music..play game..taking picture and sleeping....

here are some picture i manage to take in the class, think it very funny so i decided to share with someone....

hope you like it lo...

actually this pic was taken before pmr^^

taken in the class...see that sexy movement...a pon lai d

this one was taken in the class today...all so serious...

Another Boring Day~

today monday, suppose to be a holiday but still have to go to school for activity....haiz....

after activity then straight back home...

at first plan to sleep when get home but my plan spoiled because my mom say she gonna take me to shopping...

without thinking twice, i agree with her, don't want to disappoint her ma...

walk and walk and walk for about 3 hours, we bought a lot of thing, our stomach begin to cry liao...

my mom suggest us to go and eat at our usual eat d place, kenny rogers roasters...actually i don't like that place so much because eating there is boring and the food not very delicious...

however, we had a good time eating there....

here some food that i ordered...not very much but just enough to satisfy my stomach...


every week go there eat, everytime eat also will eat same food, see the food also boring...haiz...

whole day not at home, just now arrive at home....tired until want to laugh....haha^^

Boring again~~~

After PMR le...boring until want to sleep

Go to school...but just about an hour jiu feel boring le....

So long didn't write anything le...today want to make a different...

this few days, i got a weird feeling....

a feeling that keep telling me i will be in trouble....

i just don't care about it because i was busy reading other people blog...

due to my careless action...the unwanted thing really happen...

just about i want to play my online game, a person from msn want to chat with me, gentleman ma, jiu talk a while lo...

after talking talking and talking, that person said that the mood went down...

feeling curious jiu ask how to detect whether we are in the mood or not...

then that person told me that can check at hospital d....me jiu ask what hospital lo

after checking using google earth and my GPS device....still didn't find the place that was mentioned...

after wasting my time for about an hour looking, then that person tell me that that place didn't exist....

that person really flare me up...luckily i just knew that person in msn lo, if not, that person will sure cnt come to school liao...

never think that i will be cheated by a form 2 d student...

actually that is not the worse thing, got one more thing more worse d, which i cannot share with u all

sorry~

that is all...now want to read other people blog again....BYE...

Good Improvement^^

Yes, finally...

today...i finally manage to control my behaviour in front of **...

normally when i see her, i will act abnormally, i will not be myself, i will not have the braveness to speak, even to walk also barely able to....

but today, a miracle happened, i manage to control myself from being other part of me...

i don't know what had give me this braveness, but i sure will appreciate it....

Yes, finally i can be a normal person again, i will not be nervous whenever i see her again...

Yeah!!!

The Final Decision~

After taking forever and a day time thinking, finally i had make my decision about applying for another school...

I had decided to let down my parents because i like my current school better although i know the other school is better...

The only way to do this is to stop studying, i mean revision...

By this way, my result will be bad and my request will not be accepted....

So, starting from now on, i will stop doing any revision, i will spent my free time to play games, listen to music and sleeping...

haiz...finally i can be relax...

dont have to think about anything again....

Yeah!!!!!!

Sad And Happy At The Same Time...

Just after a few minute i wake up from my good night sleep, my parents walked into my room with a wide smile in their face...

i was very curious and asked them the reason why they are very happy...

i was very shocked when my parents told me that they want me to change my school, they said that there is a better school for me somewhere else which i do not know the place...

they were asking for my trial exam result for them to attach with the request form to request for another school that my parents think that suit me best....

i don't want them to be sad, so i just agreed with them, but at the same time, i also feel sad to leave my school if my request is approved...

the only way not to change school is to get bad result, if my result is bad, my request will not be accepted and i will not have to change my school...

but how am i gonna get bad result???

the only way now is just to see the teacher and ask them to deduct my mark so that my result will be bad....

haizz....

what a hard decision i had to make, if i ask the teacher to give me bad result, i will disappoint my parents, but if i get good result and my request is approved, i will be very sad because i might not able to see the school again and more important, the people in that school....

why i had to make so much decision in my life????

why cant i just live a happy and relaxing life without having so much hard time???????

i'm gonna kill myself~

Today is the worst day in this whole week...( i guess so)

9.9.09- finally some of the subject result will be out, i arrive at school with butterfly in my stomach...

the first teacher to go into the class is the English teacher, i was very nervous because of my essay writing, i had make a mistake when writing the literature question, i thought i will get very low mark due to that mistake, but fortunately, that teacher still haven't mark it yet... haiz....

after English period is Chinese lesson, i was very frightened because Chinese subject is one of my weakest subject. As what i had predict, my result for the objective paper was very disappointed....

my wishes to get as many "A"s as possible had been ruined, today i don't even get an "A" subject, not even one....

i feel like killing somebody, but luckily i could control my emotion, by playing games, i had been online since evening playing online games, luckily my laptop is still fine, i thought it will spoil just like my dream...

In the long run, i decided not to do any revision already, i decided to play online games everyday and not concern about my study... Yeah!!!

hate exam, love games....


Created By: ƧΉΛDӨЩ ΚПIGΉƬ
from the "hate exam, love freedom international society"

Getting nervous~

today will be a trial exam...

But i still did not ready to face it...

my body is trembling like a leaf, my hand sweating, my brain is blank and my eye has been like a panda...

i just read 1 subject but tomorrow gonna be 2 subject in the exam, i'm getting nervous by now, planning not to sleep tonight, stay awake for the whole night not for study, but for playing games to release my pressure...

i think my result this exam will be very disappointing than before because i didnt ready at all, not even a bit...

i just rely on what i had read before 1B exam and what i had listen when teacher are explaining...

i think this exam gonna be the toughest exam in this whole month...(not whole life)

haiz....

Holiday Is Coming To The End~

In the twinkling of eye, one week school holiday almost come to an end...

the trial exam is just after the holiday, so i am very nervous right now, afraid that i might get bad result this time...

i don't even have a chance to study cause this whole week holiday i just busy with my computer, don't even bother to read the book...

every time i see my friend reading book, my heart will beep faster, thinking on how I'm gonna keep up on them, they had read almost at the end but i still didn't started yet...

So today i had make a miracle, i finally start to study, but i don't think I'm gonna make it because my aim is to read 3 subjects in one day. Just imagine, each one subject is 3 years, i need to read three subject that needed three year to learn in just one day...

I'm gonna be crazy now, my brain cannot function so well because it had been inactive for almost one week, i don't have time to warm up my brain so i need to give it a bit pressure so that it can move but by doing this way, my brain just can stand for two hours, if exceed two hours, my whole system will collapse...

But at least i had make an improvement today, i had read 1 book and 23 more to go...

haiz...this time I'm totally gonna be a dead meat...

but i tried to be optimistic, take it as a challenge for me to keep reading...yeah, that is right...

i must read...read...read and keep reading until my brain burst into pieces, then i will stop

Hard Decision

The time now is 2.36 am in the morning...

I still cannot go to sleep because i can decide which picture i want to use as a header for my blog...

I had two choice that i would like to put in
First one is

Second one is
After taking forever and a day time thinking, i finally decide to put the first one...

I dont put the second picture in because the person in the picture is too short and the picture is a bit blur, it is covered with mist like in a ghost stories...
Other reason why i dont want to put the second picture is because of some sophisticated reason which only i know, hahaha~

If look carefully, the person in the first picture is more "hiao" than he second one, this is why i decided to put it...
The two person in the first picture look like a "happy" couple, sitting together closely, luckily they dont ** together. You know what i mean.^^